So this past week has been full of worry.  I worry if I’m not feeling sick to my stomach or when my shirt fits two days in a row.  I worry when I sleep, my dreams are even filled with worry.  I worry about Jaden and if he’s going to adjust and I worry that he’ll feel left out when the babies come.  I worry about leaving work and not coming back.  I worry if I’ll be able to hack it as a stay at home mom.  I worry if I’ll be able to find enough ‘me’ time to say sane.  Everything I do if filled or has a feeling of worry. 

It’s the weeks when we don’t have a doctor’s appointment that makes it more worrisome.  At least when we’ve got the doctor’s appointment, we get to hear the heart beats and see the little nuggets dancing.  Now when I wonder or start to feel worry, I close my eyes, take a deep breath and remind myself that someone greater is in charge.  He’ll make the decisions and all I can do is take care of myself.  Drink my water.  Eat well-balanced meals (still working on that one…)  Take my vitamins.  Listen to my body and rest when I’m tired.  But I still worry.

Here are some belly shots of where we are at during 11 Weeks.  We are the size of limes!

We’ve got a doctor appointment on Thursday with the specialist.  I’ll get my blood drawn for gestational diabetes.  We’ll also have a first trimester screening and an in-depth ultrasound.  I’ll keep praying that all three babies are healthy.  If you’re a believer, please pray with me?  We love all of our family and friends very much!

Love, Mel