Time
The time was going so slow. I just wanted this to be over. I was almost looking forward to sharing Owen’s story. Who pressed the
Month: May 2011
I need a favor … please?
Can I ask a favor? Don’t treat me differently … share the good things in your life with me. Come to me when you need
He Doesn’t Have a Heart
I held my son last night. Held and rocked his cold body. He felt no colder than had we taken a walk and the breeze
Owen’s Funeral Arrangements
We met with the funeral home today. Nothing was what I wanted. The caskets were all wrong … but then again a child dying is
Three
When pregnant I told the following story so many times. When we found out we were having twins we were so excited. We felt so
Warrior March
The anesthesiologists came at exactly 6:15. She asked me if there was anything she could do and I said to take note of the time
I only asked for two things
The time is set. Owen goes into surgery at 6:15pm. About two hours. We opted last night to do an autopsy. Since there isn’t a
Lift them up
I was pretty nervous about coming home last night. Leaving my Owen alone in the hospital. But after seeing the three boys smiling, I know
Little Warrior
If we haven’t been through enough. The apnea test needed a certain number difference on his CO2 levels. Want to know what it came back
Nothing
He’s gone and for once I’m at a loss of words. Nothing.