They are going to start the brain dead test at 3pm today. Makes sense …triplets, holy number. It’s as good s time as any. It doesn’t matter … It won’t change the results. Godswill will be done today. My prayer requests are to be open and strong in acceptance. To be strong….to be still.
A Bissing tradition includes a lot of dancing and a head dress … We made a warrior head dress for Owen. Fight as hard as you ever have in this last hour of hope. Living in the shred … The 2%.
The number three began as a fear. Why me? Why am I having triplets me? Why me? Three turned into a blessing. I can’t live without three. Triplets became my definition. The triplet mom. Now what will I be? As jaden said two days ago … We have three babies, if Owen goes to heaven, we’ll have two babies. A baby will be missing.
Holding … Trying so hard to hold on to the hope. I’m weak, please hold on for me.