I held my son last night. Held and rocked his cold body. He felt no colder than had we taken a walk and the breeze
When pregnant I told the following story so many times. When we found out we were having twins we were so excited. We felt so
The anesthesiologists came at exactly 6:15. She asked me if there was anything she could do and I said to take note of the time
The time is set. Owen goes into surgery at 6:15pm. About two hours. We opted last night to do an autopsy. Since there isn’t a
I was pretty nervous about coming home last night. Leaving my Owen alone in the hospital. But after seeing the three boys smiling, I know
If we haven’t been through enough. The apnea test needed a certain number difference on his CO2 levels. Want to know what it came back
He’s gone and for once I’m at a loss of words. Nothing.
More waiting. We met with the BloodCenter of Wisconsin about Owen’s donations/gifts. Filled put all kinds paperwork. Was asked all kinds of family medical questions.
I helped with Owen’s care for one of the last times tonight. I can’t remember the last time I saw his eyes full of life.
This isn’t the blog I wanted to write. This is the news I knew of but didn’t want to hear. The truth, as heavy as